Dependencies EP

by Dependencies

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Cait - Vox & guitar
Froj - Guitar & vox
Mickey - Bass & Vox
Weeman - Drums

Extra backing vocals by Kieron & Jen.
Gang vocals from Cherub, Matty & Ellen.

Debut EP from Dependencies.
All songs written and recorded by Dependencies.
Mixed by Matty Roughneck & mastered by Matt Pumpkin.

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released April 26, 2016

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Track Name: Wreck
Lately these tired eyes are chasing shadows round the walls
And the sickness in my stomach starts to shake me to the core
Am I settling down, or just settling?

I’ve been feeling like a burden in a place I don't belong
And the chemical dependence always stringing me along

I’m a wreck, I’m a disaster
These ageing bones are rotting even faster
I’ll let you know, I’ll let you down
The poison in my bloodstream barely keeping me around

Lately I’ve been overcompensating for the past
And every night this week has felt much longer than the last
Are we falling apart, or just falling out

I’m getting there, I’m getting worse
Another night screaming, my lungs fit to burst
I know I’m gone, I lost my way
These devils on my shoulder keep reminding me I changed
From the person I used to be
When I run this time you won't follow me
For fear of getting caught in these unwinding memories

I couldn’t keep my feet beneath me
I couldn't bargain with my doubts
Track Name: Self Destruct
Pounding chest & pulsing brain
There’s only one thing that can dull the pain
That shakes me internally

Is this a test or is this a game?
Or is it all one and the same?
Either way, the world can go fuck itself

Maybe this time i’ll self destruct
Cos i think this time i’ve had enough
Yeh this time round i’m totally fucked

I need someone to save me cos i will never save myself
I need someone to drag me back to my youth
so i can have a word with myself
Point out where I went wrong
and all the mistakes that I made
So I can do them all again
Track Name: Stale Smoke
It smells like misery around here again
The walls are breathing the secrets and the words I never should’ve said
The memories of yesterday swill around my mind
And my head pounds to the beat of wasted time

This house buckles under the weight of the stories of yesterday

This time I’m letting go

Punishing me, punishing me again
Repeating & replaying the smallest of mistakes
Punishing me, punishing me again
And its not like i don’t punish myself anyway

My lungs rattle from the stale smoke in the air
Echoing from wall to wall, resonating through my head
The clock, it just won’t stop, it’s screaming out at me
A reminder of the day that could’ve been

This house crumbles under the weight of the lie that I won’t be tricked by again

This time i’m letting go

Punishing me, punishing me again
Repeating & replaying the smallest of mistakes
Punishing me, punishing me again
And its not like i don’t punish myself anyway

This time I'm letting go
This time I’ll run away
Turning my back on my mistakes
This time I'm letting go
This time I’ll run away
It’s too late now anyway

Punishing me, punishing me again
Repeating & replaying the smallest of mistakes
Punishing me, punishing me again
And its not like i don’t punish myself anyway
Track Name: Remnants
We will never see the world the same way
You gave 100 reasons - and I could give 100 more
As to why you shouldn’t stay

For me, integrity makes for a better life than searching for stability
But for you, you don’t hold true the same ideals that we do

I believed in you
I believed you told the truth
And once again i got made to look a fool
The remnants of my self worth smash into pieces
Fragmenting into shards that cut so deep

We, we had our fun but now it’s time to go
The curtain’s closing (as we play our last song) on our final show

For me, intregrity defines the person that I am and all I’ll ever be
But you don’t know who you are
What you want or why you pretend to care
Track Name: Drifting
Which song would you choose if you could sing yourself to sleep?
As the night falls hard again, cos darkness never did land so gracefully
Would it be the lullaby, that you once heard as a child?
The same melody that always haunts me as I lie awake clutching at sleep.

Which stories will you tell at the end of the road?
When we've all grown distant & when we've all grown old
We're not kids anymore, there's no bright futures in store
I have concluded, we were deluded, & it all comes to an end

We lost our grip on reality
We lost ourselves to the dark
We knew we were sinking and slowly drifting..

Out to sea, where nobody can find me
Forever lost in the waves and too ashamed to call for help
Now abandoned and alone longing for the place I used to call
My own fault cos I should've seen this would only lead to catastrophe

We lost our grip on reality
We lost ourselves in the dark
We knew we were sinking and slowly drifting
We lost our grip on reality
We lost each other in the dark
We knew we were sinking and slowly drifting

Out to sea, not staying afloat but clinging onto our dreams
We fell apart what now seems like a life time ago but I just couldn't let go of the though of what could've been

Drifting. Sinking. Sinking. Drifting.

There's no one looking out for me this time
There's no hand reaching out for me
As I fall for the last time to these depths
And my lungs forget to breathe

I lost my grip on reality
I lost myself in the dark
I knew we were sinking and slowly falling apart.